Today I am reflecting on special moments my husband and I experienced. I am not feeling sad because I can’t actually feel him within me like I did when he was on the earth. It is like he is in a far away place. I am grateful to have the memories, the pictures, and the spiritual notes in order for me to recapture some of the special moments. I would like to share one very special moment if I may.
Ever so often Scott would come in the den where I am working on the computer and kiss me on the neck. I never paid close attention to it because I was so busy doing what I was doing on the computer. He would not stay very long just for a moment to give me some affection.
Now that I think about it now, it was such a sweet, unique and loving thing that he thought enough to stop what he was doing just for a moment to come in to me with a kiss on the neck. Don’t get me wrong I don’t think he should come back here from heaven. He is at so much peace now and so much better off. But if I get an opportunity just to re- live and experience that feeling again from his spirit, that’s good enough for me.